I remember feeling you inside my body.
I remember praying for a good life for you.
I hoped to be a good mum.
I hoped to understand you every time.
I hoped you trust in me.
Then, there came a day, you shaked your head.
You left our home.
I was crying in an empty house.
I feared to have lost my child.
Much days and dark nights later, there came a message from you.
A strange message. – This person was different!
The child, I remembered in my heart, was gone!
I remembered, feeling you inside my body.
I remembered your birth.
I remembered my child.
I started to look for you.
In every corner of my house I looked for you.
Inside my heart I found you.
Inside my dreams I saw you.
I started to pray, this person will come back.
From inside my heart back in our home.
Much days and dark nights later, there came a message from you:
I have to look from another side.
And there happens a miracle:
The same lights were new.
The same house was new.
The same friends were new.
The same thoughts were new.
Even the same memories were new.
I started a new life in the same life.
I feel you inside my heart!
I pray for a good life for you.
I promise to be a good mum.
I promise to understand differences.
I trust in you!