maternity forever

I remember feeling you inside my body.
I remember praying for a good life for you.
I hoped to be a good mum.
I hoped to understand you every time.
I hoped you trust in me.

Forever!

Then, there came a day, you shaked your head.
You left our home.

I was crying in an empty house.
I feared to have lost my child.

Much days and dark nights later, there came a message from you.
A strange message. – This person was different!

The child, I remembered in my heart, was gone!

I remembered, feeling you inside my body.
I remembered your birth.
I remembered my child.

I started to look for you.
In every corner of my house I looked for you.

Inside my heart I found you.
Inside my dreams I saw you.

I started to pray, this person will come back.
From inside my heart back in our home.

Much days and dark nights later, there came a message from you:
I have to look from another side.
And there happens a miracle:

The same lights were new.
The same house was new.
The same friends were new.
The same thoughts were new.
Even the same memories were new.

I started a new life in the same life.

I feel you inside my heart!
I pray for a good life for you.
I promise to be a good mum.
I promise to understand differences.
I trust in you!

Forever!

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